in the land of distress

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a very busy day, a day full of craps, dull lectures, phony quizes, annoying professors trying to make some sense out of a pretty boring day and all you can do is sit back listen(at least pretend to) and just let time passed so you can go home and go to your own special world, a world where you and that someone who doesnt exist can be together again. there you can share your joy, sorrows, a twist of hate and your deepest animosities youve ever imagine would come rising to air...but all of this may only happen for a small amount of time and you can now go back to the real world. the fantasy driven-world where people are struggling to live and to survive...i envy those people...those who still have the courage to go on living even if their lives were miserable already...yet, i still admire those few who believes that i can be someone who i thought i cant be and i wish i never was.yet they still boost my self esteem....
-nuffsaid