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waw so hindi sya english ngayon..pakness...di rin sya tulang makatha or maikling kwento per kung babasahin mo man o hindi bahala ka na ..kung pananatiliin mo pa rin ang pagbasa mo nito e malamang nkalipas na ang ilang minuto pero sige ka pa rin syempre...sa simula pa lang nman e wala naman talaga akong nais banggitin o ihayag na kwento ng buhay ko or maganda o mabuting nangyari sa araw na ito...ooops erase erase erase madaling araw na pala kasi lampas hating gabi na at syempre heto na naman ang walang kawenta wenta at kalatoy latoy na babasahin na naiblog ko..bakit ko ba to nasulat? wala lang akong magawa trip ko...pake mo...kung gusto mo pumalag may comment page nman jan sa baba ilagay mo ung saloobin mo kung swerte ka malamang magreply ako..pero malaki rin ang pagkakataong babasahin ko lang yun...then thats it...ooops english un a..banyagang salita...tagalog theme nga pala ako pakshet ulit theme - tema pala dapat...so once again once more pakshet..ayoko na kailangan ko ng magpaghinga at mananaginip pa ko ng gising bukas bka sakalaing meron na ko ulit maisip na gawin para di nman parating ganito ang takbo ng utak at ng araw ko.. sa uulitn

-bow-

away to the heart now

i spent the last minutes of my so called morning watching you
mesmerize by the looks from your eyes left me wondering
am i worth to be taking so much of her precious time
but the sight of her is so much intoxicating

i stare directly in her eyes
and then came her beautiful smiles
making her eyes more radiant than it usually were
its like im viewing heaven and im flying up above in the air

would i stay up late just to find you here again
and bidding you goodnight as you sleep
treasuring every moment just to see
you smiling back to me

Rain

the clouds grew darker as minutes pass by
knowing any time drops of rain will touch me
following a series of sounds as raindrops fall on my hand
making me feel the cold cries of my dark clouds

the cold sends shivers down my spine
the feeling i detest from time to time
embracing it within as i try not to cry
another wasted moment as i let it pass by

Hurricane - A Murder of Crows


Hurricane - A murder of Crows

Lyrics:



Wind and rain, the storm will wash

All the pain

Flooding up everything will never

Spare a living thing

Tonight



Hurricane

Come and take me away

All the lies you’ve said

Almost got into my head that night



* All these years I’ve denied myself

of what I really am

this is what I want and what you hate

But I don’t give a damn

Expecting all the pieces fall

Exactly into place

What I’ve built is crumbling



Crashing hail will waste the fort

That you made

All the lies you’ve said almost

Got into my head

That night



Hurricane

Come and take me away

All the lies you’ve said

Almost got into my head that night




shaking me up

its five minutes till midnight last night, i really dont know what to do.. at one part of my mind im wondering how am i going to keep still while on the other im struggling to move on ahead.. its a very frustrating time whenever im in that mood..i resolve to just close my eyes and rethink of anything good or can be considered good that happened to me in the past few weeks..results?? dont even think about it..no matter what i do even it really makes my day at the end of it all it doesnt..its like im happy but no...not really..so shook me up...away from nothingness...away from all these frustrations...

as the clock strikes twleve

so this is what they meant by growing old

i don't feel a thing nor a remorse

about the things that happen pass by me

these are some of the things that I have been told


as i watched the clock struck at midnight

just minutes after reading the twilight

a weird feeling went through me

as if it was the wind’s voice calling me


nevertheless i shook the tension and move

from my place i walk where i stood

wondering what that feeling was, i brood

and falter over things that I need to prove


i never thought that i would lose

over a battle that hasn’t even started

yet I shrug it off without an ease

cause i don’t want you to be please





*ps - today's supposed to be my birthday yet it really feels like an ordinary day..really for those who would bother with gifts im really looking forward to it lol i will be accepting gifts in the form of clothing, money, gift checks, checks, food, can goods, rice, and most importantly- in kind *wink