i stumble across one time playing an online game wherein all you have to do is just point and click your mouse and some functions such as webcam capture and mic at some point... its an easy game...just point and click..hehe got a little trouble at the stairs stage and the room with the mad man...hehe cant figure it out so i use the skip button hehe.
anyway Hotel 626 is an online video game experienced from "your" point of view that begins with you waking up in your hotel room in the middle of the night hearing strange noises. You get out of bed, enter the hallway and from there, you're required to go through a series of scary-ass experiences (as challenges) in order to get yourself out of the hotel.
the one stage here at hotel626.com that i really like is the room about the girl in the bathroom :P
she looks really nice
see just like an ordinary worm baby... *shy type pa ata hehe* 
then after a series of dragging and point clicking away comes this
then as time goes by and if you are really lucky capturing a piece of her ,,,,eventually she'll weaken.,she hates flashes of lights...*poor vitamin D absorption due to lack of sunshine exposure since a baby i assume*
i believe you really should capture her perfect smile...
ohh....so close...how about another one..
nearly there....
oh...lets try it again without the freaking hand and cam on the way ,,,,
there you go, aw... i am singing the BEAM toothpaste jinggle while looking at her.
*insert BEAM toothpaste jinggle here - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6el4YxAgUQo&feature=related this is not the real tv ad for beam toothpaste.
here is another snap shot of her perfectly tartar and plaque filled decaying teeth 
aw with matching pose. kawaii.. 
i crush you... i think i heart you na rin. lol
a little heads up
recently i've been busy. yeah i kinda got the hang out being in plurk and enjoying some of the games in facebook(*though im certainly missing out on my bulletins in friendster 
) anyway. i miss blogging too. hehe and as far im people am concern (*though im not really that sure*) i would like to return back to blogging by next week. hehe and hopefully i would be back with lots of updates and rants about who, what, when, where, how and why of watever comes into my mind.
and just so you know i started doing sketches again 
and if ever get it scanned i will upload it here for your viewing pleasure hehe
till then.
~ciaosu
literary therapy
i think this is one way of releasing stress and emotions of all sorts.. i urge one of my friend to write some poems and other lit work and i would provide the means of sharing it out to other people. and here is one of the poem that my friend wrote.
UNTiTLED
by tifa
iM GONNA SLEEP CRYING
DREAM SMiLiNG
WAKE UP HOPiNG,
THAT LATER YOU'LL BE CALLiNG.
THEN WE'LL BE TALKiNG
BOTH ARE EYES WiLL BE STARiNG
AFTER THAT, WE'LL BE KiSSiNG
FOLLOWED BY US HUGGiNG.
THEN YOU'LL BE PROMiSiNG
THAT YOU'LL NEVER BE LEAViNG
FOREVER YOU'LL BE STAYiNG
FOR YOUR LOVE iS UNDYiNG.
THEN i STARTED WAKiNG
FROM MY WiSHFUL THiNKiNG
SLOWLY REALIZiNG
THAT iM JUST iMAGiNiNG
THE SMiLE'S DiSAPPEARiNG
CHEST iS HURTiNG.
MY EYES ARE SWELLiNG,
TEARS STARTED FLOWiNG
*comments, reactions and reflections are welcome and would be entertained. 
blogging
i for one has a no schedule rule when it comes to blogging. i blog when i want, for what i want. it all depends on the mood im in. im not used to make my blog like my online diary..diaries are meant to be personal.. and others use it as a tool for therapy. its like a tol for them to have self realization or self reflection. and then comes the matter of how i use it. hmmm i stop for a minute to think of good enough reason why i keep writing stuffs that i know and didn't know would be viewing a few minutes, hours, days or for how long until they can reach something just to waste time reading. it makes my head aches more to think about the pros and cons of online blogging.. im not even promoting or endorsing any products or places wherein i can earn money, nor am i producing any great stories of different genres for people to read. i didn't provide people with useful information about anything nor would i produce reviews for works related in literature arts and film. then why do i still use the space for blogging? why am i wasting my time letting my fingers fly and stroke out keys in rhythm that i barely knew with lyrical nonsense and with lots of typographical errors which just add loads of nonsense to doesnt even affect the world wide web.
and it all came down to two words.
" just cause."