in the land of distress

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a very busy day, a day full of craps, dull lectures, phony quizes, annoying professors trying to make some sense out of a pretty boring day and all you can do is sit back listen(at least pretend to) and just let time passed so you can go home and go to your own special world, a world where you and that someone who doesnt exist can be together again. there you can share your joy, sorrows, a twist of hate and your deepest animosities youve ever imagine would come rising to air...but all of this may only happen for a small amount of time and you can now go back to the real world. the fantasy driven-world where people are struggling to live and to survive...i envy those people...those who still have the courage to go on living even if their lives were miserable already...yet, i still admire those few who believes that i can be someone who i thought i cant be and i wish i never was.yet they still boost my self esteem....
-nuffsaid

waste some time with you

yesterday was such a blast everything i was intended to do, never came to happen...i traveled from here and there trying to locate things and people that i needed to find yet they never came.it never occured to me that that day would affect the day that comes next to it. so it was now, today i had a pretty bad start, i was kicked out of the library for removing the picture of my library card and the librarian confiscated the card, i was supposed to meet up my classmates to make a proposed research about our little case presentation which is due next thursday...darn i would miss the nu107 rock awards and hell would i be pissed to know that we would have a quiz for MS and OB today....

god i hate this day....