letter to you

to my dearest,

it seems another day has passed by without you here with me. it hurts to feel this way. the longing is unbearable but i know i have to endure and believe that you will return. i hope you can share stories about what you have been up to lately. you know how i love to hear about your day, may it be about your adventures, happiness, funny encounters or thoughts on misdeeds, trials, sufferings and failure. every thought will be entertained. it makes me feel like i'm much closer to you than i was the day before that. sharing a part of you is clearly something that i wouldn't trade anything for the world.

countless time have i browsed some of our recent conversations. i remember clearly how you react to all my comments and can even see how you smile and laugh as i tell jokes and other fun moments that we both have shared. how i miss every moment we share. i miss your smile, your laughter, i miss you.

i look at the last photograph that you gave me. the memory still lingers in my mind. how i wish i was with you in that photo or even at the time when you were playing the piano. i look at the photograph every night and have the piano recording as my lullaby before i go to sleep. it helps me relax. it helps me ease my mind. it also makes me long for you more.

i really hope for you to be doing well and that you are safe wherever you are right now. you don't need to worry about me. i can still endure the pain of longing. 

my love are with you always. be safe and be well ...

until later..

ich vermisse dich.

as early as the sun will rise, such a lovely view it would be. i would lie if i told you i await for the sun to rise.  you know i always woke up late. i sleep for as long as i can, embracing my pillow and let the rays of sunlight lingers on my face while dreaming.

for my dreams were of you, and as far as i can recall. i would love to tell them to you. - all of it, but not till you come back. i'm saving it all up so we can stay up late and just talk, with you here by my side while we stare at the sky.

am i still dreaming? can someone shook me up now? will it be you to be there when i open my eyes?

i know it will be a long shot for now, but i believe you will be the one who will bring back what is lost within me.

be safe and be well for i will wait until you return..

bis spater mein lieber


ich liebe dich

Basag na Baso

anong nangyari sa aking baso?

yun pa naman ay aking paborito.

natagpuan ko na lang na may lamat at basag-basag

nahuli pang tinatago sa ilalim ng papag.

bakit hindi mo maipaliwanag?

kung bakit duon yun nakalatag

isa-isang pinagdudugtong at pinagkakabit

bawat pirasong binabalik mo ng pilit

naisin mo man itong ayusin

mangako man na di na to uulitin

di na muli ito maibabalik sa dati

basag at may lamat na syang mananatili

sana ay hindi na lang ito ginalaw

ng magamit pa sa susunod na araw

ngunit sa masaklap na nangyaring ito

di na magkakaron uli ng gaya nitong baso

sabihin mo man na ito'y iyong papalitan ng bago

kung di ka naman bobo't kalahating gago

hindi lang naman baso ang iyong sinira

pati mga munting alaala'y iyong binura

na naging mitsa ng tuluyang pagwasak

mula as mga kamay mong pahamak. 

heads up

i may not be active here but im posting some of my sketches in plurk and in my facebook account.
alam ko rin wala kang pake sa nararamdaman ko. pero ang tanong ay ako ba may pake? siguro oo. so ishatapnao. ktnxbye

when morning comes

as the sun will rise to another day
and morning breeze will kiss your skin
may the view be like the ocean bay
and waves of laughter won't just be a dream

when you wake up to hear the sound of my voice
followed by a sweet gentle kiss brushing your lips
make no mistake there wouldn't be unnecessary noise
looking at you is such a view i really don't want to miss

may the early morning be a special moment
that i know in my heart that is not a lie
thus taking this chance for forever to meant
and that nobody can ever deny

this is you day i know it's true
for my heart speaks only of you
and in my arms forever you shall lie
to kiss and be with you till the day i die.