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I just wish for my two front teeth to grew back...
HAIL to the guardians of the north, east, south, and west! i didn't expect that a nearly 12 hours of practice for some school event will lead to a very memorable victory. a crazy event wherein i was just about to enter the school premises when suddenly i was put in a trance where the only thing that i can do was to obey. i didnt regret the time that was wasted during those dreaded hours of practice...
i almost at the peak of breaking out for doing nothing, i stood there in distress, looking miserable, uninterested and yet still there enduring the moments of blur. i ended staying there up after quite some time. it was around 1 in the morning when some of my acquaintances ask permission to go to their own homes. it was fortunate that they agreed but they stay for another hour to polish their steps. we parted ways somewhere in katipunan and gone separate ways...i got home nearly 3am. i only drank cofee, took a quick shower, dress up and return to school.. i was not expecting something came there. i thought for some time that i could see her...it can be a sign that i was waiting for quite some time.....its better to known if your being tested or is it fate thats taking over...who knows...
the competition came and almost everybody did their job pretty well..although errors can be spot seasily due to those annoying comments and blabbers of the crowd. the pact won and to celebrate their glorious victory all went for some garb at a restaurant nearby. as they enjoy their meal they plan to have an outing sometime next year to further improve the bond that has made in just a matter of days...
to see is to believe......
i was dumb struck to view such a magnificent work of art...
i admire the visions that this genius has offered us
he is a very respectable individual..
i hope i can share his fame but for all you know he is just an ordinary man with extraordinary talent...
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Dan Michael 2
forcing a mask to fit
little by little its beginning to engulf yourself...as you try to make a fool out of yourself pretending to be some one else who in turn really doesn't make you happy but you think will be acceptable to others...such stupidity sometimes happen..shit happens. bu t nevertheless we try and cope up with the changes that the tides are bringing. people try to view something from their dreams and try to discriminate the real world for not having to see something that they saw, felt and want from their dreams...for their lives are driven by fantasy,I'm not saying that having a dream is wrong. i mean living a dream would not be a bad idea...but do not discriminate the world for being so cold. you don't own the world for crying out loud, you're just visiting, same as i am. we have our own purpose here, we may not be here for so long yet we must do what we are capable of doing to,but be wise or all your actions have consequences..you have to be responsible for your own actions...
grabbing the opportunity for life to start anew, that would be great, i would live my life differently but i may miss the people who have crossed the path that i previously chose so in turn i may wished that i stay on this track,whatever life hinders to block my path i don't care, as long as the things that I'm used to are there, it doesn't matter...they are there...i can spend my life to the fullest, i accept my fate. if dying today will be my destiny who knows.. my only regret is that if i die, i only hope that i may have the chance to say goodbye to those i will be leaving behind.
visions of the raging waters
the sleeping waters came on silent as i walked pass it, it resembles a clear glass..only to be shattered by the upcoming gust of wind. it rushed along with great might. so powerful that it spread havoc to its path. such moments of grief came to the land. never mind the houses it destroyed but what about the lives it took as it walk right by it leaving a mark of unmoving people and weeping souls gliding to the vast area of the wrecked land of once before beautiful and peaceful.
such incidence makes one tremble in fear and hide from the danger that their lives might be taken away from them. the promised land of green meadows and clear blue sky will be achieve one day... it could be in your dreams or could be in heaven.
for this sad moment i dedicate the "doom song" sung by gir.
journeying to my subconsciousness
i didnt get enough sleep for the day so i slept my way in my class in communicable diseases. my clinical intructor fails to annoy me as i doze almost half the time of her discussion on mengingitis and other stuffs that she said were vital to our practice... hehehee i fail to mentioned that i stayed up late last night thinking about her and how she echoed her presence all around my mind. its kinda creepy for i was alone and the only thing that i can hear was the sound of Utada Hikaru's "Final Distance".. then i fell asleep. the journey starts there.
i wandered off to see the pang of darkness covering the entirety of the scenery. suddenly various vibrant shapes and forms of clouds appear before my eyes. i stared into the endless horizon which was illluminated by spacious and unreachable silver lining. then the blinding rays of the morning sunshine touched every bit of morning dew that rest silently in the leaves of the trees and the green meadows. the fascinating and enchanting colors of the sunrays were also reflected through the crystal clear water from the lake that surrounds a breathtaking sight of a small island at the center. the gentle morning breeze kissed my dampen cheekes and tickled my hair. it brushed along the leaves and petals of the heartwarmin sight of the colorful and varied array of flowers all over. it ran back to through the roots of my hair and also to the pores of my skin; somehow it penetrated deeper into my inner soul.
i sat on the summit of a small rock amidst the mountain view, overlooking a very captivating sight while profoundly contemplating. i focused my vision at the immense lake just right below me. i was put under a spell of the eminent water which was so silent and calm.. iwonder what would happen if the waves of the raging tides bestowned upon the calm waters of the lake...yet all i could do was watch.
this was so pointless that i came in to my senses as the cold breeze of december hit me hard and interrupted my precious sleep. i woke up then i silently recall my deeds for i think i should have came to that place earlier than expected. it almost felt like heaven. it only missed one special thing. my dream forgot to provide me some company. its sad to noticed that all this splendid things cant be shared with anyone, specially to that someone who i really want to be with during that time....so the dream will still continue...
